By: Celia

All of my planets are divided equally between Scorpio and Sagittarius (all condolences welcome, haha).

I got engaged in November but took a life changing trip alone last month and realized when I had the space to just be with myself that the trajectory I set for myself wasn’t actually wanted. Had a talk with my SO about expectations and what I actually want from our relationship (vs. what I feel I *should* want for us/wanting to meet all her expectations because I love her even though a lot of those things are antithetical to what I need right now). We were able to compromise to make sure both of our needs are being met, we feel confident in being totally honest about our needs now, and our relationship has never been better.

I’ve also been working on my disordered eating (been in remission for a number of years) and shame-filled cognitions I still have around food in therapy over the last few months, and just when I hit a place where I felt truly emboldened to explore and allow myself to eat the things that bring me joy without shame, I ended up having to schedule an endoscopy with a GI specialist because of ongoing GI issues. I’m not currently able to eat solid foods without intense pain, reflux and bloating. H. Pylori tests came back negative, we’re now looking at a possible auto-immune disorder, or maybe even chronic inflammation and scarring due to my LONG trauma history and ED history. I really feel like I’ve been challenged to be extremely gentle with my body and love it exactly as it is, despite its flaws and the pain it’s going through right now.

TLDR; how are these always so spot on?